it's amazing how you can just go and go then all of a sudden crash, serisouly, i don't want to get up from this bed for at least 4.78 hours. that's not unreasonable is it? haha, it's a little bit lame.
for someone who loves to run, i've been really slacking off on my physical exertion this week. like, really really slacking. it's been a while since i've been so lazy. i have no idea why i feel like this either, i think i'm just emotionally spent in a sense. it's not really the best feeling in the world but i will remedy that tomorrow when i go snowboarding again! there has been so much snow this week, i can't wait to cruise. it is one of the best feelings in the world.
i got a library card today at the Madison District Lib. pretty cool, i can't believe it took me so long to go and successfully get one. i tried once but it failed. i seriously love public libraries, except when all the books that i've been trying to locate are checked out. i mean seriously, why are people checking out, "to kill a mockingbird"? OY!
oh well, i got the help, so now i will have something to read when i do cardio at the gym. i had a gnarly run on monday in about 3 inches of powder while it was still falling and blowing into my poor little eyeballs! and of course it stopped right when i finished, as always. oh well, it's kinda fun to know that you are one of few who actually go out into the snow instead of inside to hit the treadmill.
i'm listening to johnny cash right now, i seriously love this old stuff, it's so fun!
on another tangent, my fierce addiction to DDP is back. we're talking about wanting to drink more than one horkley's (44oz) in one day...yikes!!
my calling is great, a little stressful but i am really grateful for the blessing of love and accomplishment that is coming to me because of it. it's been really great and i can't wait to keep getting to know everyone and to grow together. i just hope i can live up to what God wants me to be in this calling.
i had the opportunity to interview Bro Geddes for my BFA project today, i need to write up the highlights asap! it's been really cool to get all this great advice from these people who have so much experience and strength to pass on to me, someone who is so, so lost even when i try to seem like i'm on top of the world. someday maybe i will actually feel like i can dictate what i do with my life.
i think i can do it, i'm still learning how to though.
a couple token things that really struck me that Bro G. had to say; to just go with it, do what is right, just act and move forward and if something ends up falling apart, crashing and burning, then it's probably a good way to learn. "it's all part of the experience"
such a great example to me. i've really enjoyed the personal meaning that this project has taken on for me. i'm here in my last semester completely unsure of where to go from here, all i know is that i love art/photos and people. i want to meet as many great and inspiring people as i can and want to see as many great places and faces as humanly possible. i need to start planning, (and saving money!).
mental note:
my goals for the next few days:
stop overthinking and stop correcting people's grammar and speech (its naught lyke im tHaT grate wit eenglish)
hahahah! for real though.
later.
you can't beat idaho summers!
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